The Light Returns
- Beth Sturdevant

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Today is the first day of spring.
For centuries, long before calendars were neatly printed and reminders buzzed in our pockets, this turning point was felt - deeply, instinctively - by those who lived closer to the rhythms of the earth. Among many cultures, this season marked the quiet but powerful shift from survival to renewal. After the long, unforgiving grip of winter, the returning light was not taken for granted - it was honored.
Celebrations of rebirth echo across cultures. From ancient spring rites to festivals of fertility, fire, and awakening, humanity has always paused here, at this threshold, to acknowledge something sacred:
🌸 that life returns.
🌸 that warmth follows cold.
🌸 that light does not abandon us - it only withdraws for a time.
And yet…
What darkness it has been.
Not just in the world around us - though there is no shortage of that - but in the quieter, more personal landscapes of our lives.
So many are walking through it right now.
Clients. Friends. Families. Perhaps even you…
Periods of questioning. Of unraveling. Of deep, often uncomfortable understanding. The kind that doesn’t arrive with clarity and resolution, but with disruption. The kind that pulls at threads you didn’t even realize were holding everything together.
And spring does not suddenly solve that.
This is not a magical crossing where, because the calendar says “renewal,” everything neatly falls into place.
It doesn’t.
Because this - this movement we are in - is not a moment.
It is a process.
An unraveling.
A discovery.
A slow, often disorienting becoming.
Many don’t see it that way.
Instead, they feel stuck in the fog of it - the chaos, the uncertainty, the sense that things are falling apart rather than coming together. And when you are inside that fog, it is nearly impossible to see a way through.
But that…is the point.
When has there ever been certainty in life?
Nature gives us the illusion of it. The sun rises each morning and sets each evening. The tides roll in and out with quiet precision. The moon waxes and wanes. Seeds buried in frozen ground eventually break open and reach toward the light. Birds migrate thousands of miles without maps. Rivers carve their paths through stone over time.
These cycles continue - steady, dependable, undeniable.
And yet…
👉 We do not control them.
We witness them.
We live within them.
So why is it so difficult for us to extend that same trust to our own lives?
Why do we resist the cycles within ourselves - the endings, the breakdowns, the necessary deaths that make way for something new?
Why do we grip so tightly to what we think we know, even when it no longer fits, no longer grows, no longer breathes?
Because uncertainty feels like danger.
Because letting go feels like loss.
Because standing in the in-between - where nothing is fully formed and nothing is fully gone - can feel unbearable.
So we tighten our hold.
We cling to identities, relationships, roles, beliefs…even when they are quietly asking to be released.
And in doing so, we resist the very process that would carry us forward.
Spring does not force the bud open.
It does not rush the thaw.
It does not demand that the earth explain itself.
It simply…allows.
It warms.
It softens.
It invites.
And life responds.
Not instantly. Not perfectly. Not all at once.
But inevitably.
Maybe this is what we are being asked to remember.
✨That the darkness was not a mistake.
✨That the questioning is not a failure.
✨That the unraveling is not the end.
💫 That it is all part of the cycle. 💫
Just as winter is not the opposite of life - it is a necessary phase of it - so too are the periods in our own lives where things feel uncertain, unclear, or even broken.
This is where roots deepen.
This is where truth surfaces.
This is where transformation begins - quietly, invisibly, beneath the surface.
The light returns, yes.
But not to erase the darkness.
To meet it.
To soften it.
To illuminate what has been forming within it.
So if you find yourself here, on this first day of spring - not in bloom, not in clarity, but still in the process…
You are not behind.
You are not lost.
You are in the cycle.
And just like the earth beneath your feet, something within you is already turning toward the light.
Even if you cannot yet see it.


